Thoughts

I do believe in love...but being in love and having gotten to be in the 'love game' too and trusting to fall is very hard on me. I love being in love but falling and gotten hurt is so damn hard for me. I don't like failing, I hate it ... I hate rejection ... I hate loving someone and that someone have many love to give away, if I am already know or expect it i will stop myself from falling so damn hard .. It would be easier than this. Love oh love why you are so complicated. I could not bare the fact that my love, trying/gonna fall for someone else. Dear god, what should i do, I am so scare and my heart is broken inside ... Plzzz send me the one love that will always forever love me no matter what, no complicated stuff between us, send me the one love who will adore me and thinks i am beautiful for him always, love me till the moon and back, and I will also love him to the other galaxy and back in his arm. The notion for doing everything till I bleed till I die for him that is will be true for me, I would love to have that love of mine to love only me and only one me and him together forever, he shall never flirt with other women, never make me cry so much and always thinks I am the most beautiful even when we are wrinkles and old.. And for me he also shall be my beautiful man i fall in love with and I shall never love anybody else. GOD please send him to me now.. The uncomplicated, devotion and love only me and not anybody else .. And that he shall be showered by my air of love .. he shall fly with my loving attentions for him and care and love from me to him and only him alone. Send me him .. I will thank you so much god, if you give me this dear my beloved God good spirits .. I will thank you so much.. It's time now to send him to me .. Xx