Upon have many exreiences in my life about having somebody commenting about you being you, and in their eyes, I will never be good enough. I should be able to receive the criticism by now, but like all human I am still struggle by it. Especially when it come from someone close or some one who all day spend critiquing your every move. Today is another they do that to me. I felt so hurt, I felt so annoys by the yapping they gave me. But I promise myself that I will be a good carbon cold~ And I will with stand these pressuring that keep pushing me. I would say today is only half way success. I know now I can never be good enough for mother or any one around me. Bit everytime the critics come in, I feel like a monster breathing fire, I feel like AGAIN YOU SAY THIS and Nid picking my every move can't I just b me , be myself Bitchhhhhhh I hate you. Lol~ Upon this contemplating tonight I came across this article, I think it is very helpful to those who still practicing taking criticism. I would say it is still super difficult for me to deal with all yapping from other. I hate it. I promise one day I will earn my rights to the world ~ that they I won't need them ~ I won't need to stand or sit there to listening to all these ppl bitching about me. If you hate what I do, I will just gonna disappear from your life bitch~ can't wait till I can be diamond. I will fly away ~ away from these ppl who only tie to critiquing about other but never look at them self ... Enjoy the article below peeps, hope it will help you like it help mine xxx
At the end of the day, when I feel completely exhausted, it often has nothing to do with all the things I’ve done.
It’s not a consequence of juggling multiple responsibilities and projects. It’s not my body’s way of punishing me for becoming a late-life jogger after a period of laziness. It’s not even about getting too little sleep.