Shattered heart... The stupid fool...

Oh the Heavenly Garden .... I found this Pinked Apple. It's look so delicious. I went close and take a look. I think it is very pretty, it looks so delicious. I wondered, if I were to take a bite of this pretty piece of apple just one bite, I maybe taste the heaven inside me, should i bite this? its look so nice to be true, will it give me pleasure of feelings? Suddenly, my heart said to stop. What is it I asked heart, why can't I take this bite~ nothing wrong with just wanna try. "My dearest, there is nothing wrong with tasting this such beautiful fruit but to be warn .. As you such a pure innocent new born body to this paradise, you see it as it is because you never tasted or being touched by the real damage of heavenly heaven... To get what you called a taste of heaven, you must understand that there is a hell in every heaven." And then I said...maybe I will just try just one bite it won't hurt it won't hurt that much...the feeling of hell shall be destroy by the sensual feeling of heavenly taste of this Apple. "Alright, then I will allow your body and soul to merge with heavenly taste, don't forget I have already warned you."

Bye bye Aquarius Heart ...

As I am writing this I don't know what will happen to this love.. though I pretty sure it has ended. I knew it...the love that came as fast as it did will also pass me by so fast. I am sad I AM~ as I am an Aquarius with so many influential Fixed sign in my chart. When I love I love deep hard and it is so difficult to forget, forgiving will be easy if I know that person deserving it. I was always know I was curse in love.. I know The Love God and The Good Spirits love me and I know they have got someone special for me and more deserving of my love and as for my suffering pain and long wait ~ the goodness around me will bring my Charming" to me and then and only then my good heart prince will be till the end with me and forever will be so happy :)

Very enchanted days and nights, it's almost seem like a wanderlust dream .. He was very enchanting but he will breake my heart. Or maybe have broken my heart. "I don't understand why you try to use a big wide net to catch as many fish as possible. Left me wondering why am I the only one who use a fishhook to fish you and your love and only 'one love' its enough for me~though the options should remain open for we both... But I just can't open as many doors of hearts like you do. So maybe all I have to say is goodbye. x